Colleen in Bliss

Tuesday, March 31, 2015
Bob Dylan Talk
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Perhaps you're in a state of flux, too.
And one of the things that has been of comfort is that while you think you're way off the path -- that's usually when we get scared -- perhaps you've been on the path all along. Perhaps this is the path right now.
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Can we trust that it might all be ok?
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Bob Dylan recently gave a speech in which he mentioned the trajectory of his life. I'm not sure he could have given that speech at any other point in his life, for you need to be able to have hindsight to get that metaphorical 20/20 vision.
Times always change. They really do.
And his advice was to just keep doing it all. Perhaps, you just show up and trust that it might all be ok.
Sunday, March 29, 2015
Yet, everything has roots, and roots, to be strong, have to run deep or wide or both.
Bod Dylan has the modesty to acknowledge the “ precedent “ to his songs: traditional folk songs he says, that he would sing, repeat again and again; rock and roll, big band swing orchestra music.
The word here is repetition. Constant practice. Living, breathing those old songs. Diving deep into the emotions they were born from.
“ It’s been a long road “ he says, “it’s taken a lot of doing. “
We do have this feeling of a “ long road “ of “ a lot of doing “, in a yoga practice and study. We feel frustrated often, especially if we respect the lineage, if we repeat practice after practice sequences from Iyengar, Patabi Joi; sequences from Rodney and Colleen. We are bored sometimes when reading yoga texts. We don’t know anymore sometimes where we go and why. We mumble when asked a simple question. We get discouraged, annoyed, but sometimes, suddenly elated.
Because sometimes, suddenly, we feel we are getting closer to an answer, we have a fleeting insight, or a question arises, like how can I access the crown of my head, this elusive point of my body, when lying in Shavasana?
Because sometimes, we feel that we are nearing the mystery of what we are seeking by practicing yoga, we feel that it reaches even further than Shakespeare, cited by Bob Dylan, beyond the turmoil created by emotions that he so masterly touched and described.
We feel that it reaches somehow to the origin of the universe.
And then, it is gone.
Time to get back to work. To practice.
Saturday, March 28, 2015
Dylan Assignment
Times always change. They really do. And you have to always be ready for something that's coming along and you never expected it. - Bob Dylan, MusiCares Speech
One of the things that brings us to back to our mats over and over is the difficulty we have with change. Everything might be going along just fine and suddenly: The pipes burst. A loved one falls ill. You lose your job. Your once sweet and pliable child becomes a surly teenager.
Things change. And it's hard not to want to hold on to a time when things seemed - at least in our memories - to have been simpler, easier; better.
One of the first Dylan songs to influence me was "The Times They Are a'Changing." I was about 14 at the time. It was the 1970's and practically everyone I knew played guitar, and everyone was singing Dylan. A friend of mine taught me the song, and I was blown away by how wise the lyrics were. That last verse:
The line it is drawn
The curse it is cast
The slow one now
Will later be fast
As the present now
Will later be past
The order is
Rapidly fadin'
And the first one now
Will later be last
For the times they are a-changin'.
seemed almost Biblical, or Shakespearean. I find it interesting that Dylan referenced Shakespeare right in the beginning of his MusiCares speech, but it seems natural. Long before I read Hamlet I knew the lyrics to dozens of Dylan songs. And in so many ways they're both dealing with the same, big, insistent questions: what is a human life? Its essence, its nature, its details? What is love? What is time?
That afternoon, learning to play that song, was the first time I ever thought about the fact that life is in constant flux, that change is actually a way of identifying and defining life. The moment an organism stops changing, it dies.
Yoga keeps us connected to that flow. With each breath, we feel the body change: inhale, and the chest and belly rise, oxygen rushes to our cells, we feel our muscles energize; exhale, the leftovers leave our cells, we turn inwards for a moment, we repose. In the next inhale, we're already different than we were during the previous one. It's so incredible and constant, and it mostly happens without our awareness. But when we turn our attention towards that miraculous wave of life coming in, going out, the body changing, the mind changing, then we get to experience the beauty of that process. And the process of change becomes a powerful teacher. Our asana gets stronger because we don't get so rigid in the fluctuations, but allow the rise and swell to take us towards new edges of our physical experience. Our sense of life likewise gets stronger, as we feel more free to abandon our stakehold in the past and more forward into places we could never have imagined. And so life unfolds and we can observe and celebrate the changes rather than cling like frightened children to the shore, the remnants of our past.
Walking the Road A Million Times -- Reflections on Bob Dylan's MusiCares Person of the Year Speech
Sam Cooke said this when told he had a beautiful voice. He said, "Well that's very kind of you,but voices ought not to be measured by how pretty they are. Instead, they matter only if they can convince you they are telling the truth".
When I practice yoga. Well... some days I just don't like what I see and feel. It is painfully far from pretty,lovely or blissful. Then the break through comes when I give up control and allow the practice to unfold and reveal itself, The resistance crumbles and I feel liberated. Even if it means allowing uncomfortable feelings to rise like anger or sadness. They rise and somehow lose their hold just becoming part of the messy and wonderful whole. We love a sweet lie but I believe our souls long for the truth. Sam Cooke describes as a measure of a man's voice a man who speaks from the truth. I think he means a man abiding in the whole of who he is... capable of revealing the soul with unflinching clarity and able to convey that to others. Now I can't sing very well but this is my aim in practice. Each day I get on the mat to pay attention and I endeavor to abide in the truth no matter what and express it so others can hear it too. The beauty is in the authenticity.
I'm sure thats why I loved Bob Dylan's songs growing up they were always so raw and real and sometimes felt like a heart ache or a belly ache but I knew they were true.
Friday, March 27, 2015
When explaining how he learned to write lyrics (from listening to other lyrics which he even references) he said: "Everything belongs to everyone." and later, "I opened up a door in a different kind of way. It's just different, saying the same thing."
Dylan strikes me as a man who has done his svadhyaya "homework." Here is this legend, who, when doing his own reading, his own self-study, recognizes the awareness of himself as a tiny part of a universal consciousness. By extension, we all share successes and failures, talents and self doubts, strengths and weaknesses, confidence and anxiety. It is our way of expressing them that is uniquely ours. Same doors, different way of opening.
I've looked at clouds from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
It's cloud illusions I recall
I really don't know clouds at all…
From give and take, and still somehow
It's love's illusions I recall
I really don't know love at all
… I've looked at life from both sides now
From win and lose and still somehow
It's life's illusions I recall
I really don't know life at all
Tuesday, March 24, 2015
Two Spiritual teachings from Bob Dylan’s talk to MusicCares
Wherever you roam
And admit that the waters
Around you have grown
And accept it that soon
You'll be drenched to the bone
If your time to you
Is worth savin'
Then you better start swimmin'
Or you'll sink like a stone
For the times they are a-changin'.
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